MY MEMORIES
Monday, April 10, 2006
WARNING!!!!
extreme long n boring entry!!
i wld advise no one reads it cux it will aid in puttin u 2 slp!!
thanx!!!
todae didn't go out wif jiaqi ailing n lilies
i woke up 2 find tt im startin 2 lose mi voice le
denis ask us fri go sing kbox
i oso duno whether wanna go nortx
i tink by den oreadi break voice le
okie... neber mind
todae earli in da morn... okie mayb nt earli in da morn larx
abt 11am like tt duno which idiot keep making a tot-tot sound
it's like frm a machine
it was so irritatin
neber stop 4 15mins lo
i irritated so i went 2 close all da windows den go n slp again
bt den cux i closed all da windows i duno rain lo
i woke up at abt 12.30nn like tt 2 find tt it's rainin xtreme heavily
den i ran all da way downstairs 2 close da windows
da balony n da kitchen was like flooded le
wen i tried 2 close da window
da rain was like hitting full spd at mi lo
aft i managed 2 close da windows i oreadi bcum wet like nobody's biz le
so nw da restoration part cum le
i had 2 mop dry da places tt were flooded
it took mi like 30mins lo
i realli didn't noe wad i was doin actually cux i was so slpy lo
nt efficient at all
take 30mins 2 do a simple thing
aniwae... aft tt i went 2 make mi milo
bt den of cux i spilled all over da floor
seriously i tink im so damn clumsy lo
cannt even handle a cup properly
so gotta clean up again
aniwae aft tt at 2pm like tt i found tt da flood was nt fully cleared lo
i missed out da parts at da ladder n at da cabinets thr
so i had 2 like do it all over again
i reali realli duno wad 2 sae abt miself le
looks like im bcumin more like a pig le
rite aft mi breakfast i felt slpy again
so i went 2 da master bedrm 2 lie on da bed n of cux watch tv at da same time
4 like 3 whole hrs i neber move lo
i stayed at da same position 4 3 whole hrs
i tink i can qualify 4 da laziest person on earth
bt den tis type of lifestyle is da best man
stress-free life
aft tt went 2 mit mum at hougang mall
had 2 go replenish stock liao
n i oso had 2 get mi hands on da harry potter 4 da dvd
bt den it was too expensive
so i tink gotta go buy at carrefour
it's like $5 cheaper
i ate at hougang mall oso
i was damn shocked wen i finished mi dinner
cux i ate too much le
i looked at da table of bowls n stuff
den i realise tt i finished every single thing tt's placed thr
i ate korean BBQ chicken
of cux wif mi rice n stuff
den mum went 2 get dessert
n i finished everything
i realli so wanna kill miself lo
eat so much 4 wad
i jux had mi supposed breakfast like 4hrs b4 mi dinner n i managed 2 finish all those
seriously i told miself 2 change
bt den it neber cum true de lo
i hv been tellin miself 2 go swimmin bt den i neber did
cux im simply too lazy 2 walk all da way thr n of cux aft tt walk all da way bac again
hw nice if mi hse void deck gt a swimming pool
like tis jux take lift down den can swim liao
bt den by then i might b even too lazy 2 change into da swimming costume larx
aiyo... i tink anione whu's like readin tis entry might b irritated man
im fussin abt miself da whole time
n they might tink tt i totally hv no depth at all
bt den i seriously dun care le
cux i read sumthin todae tt totally make mi feel tt all along 4 so many yrs da things i preach n do r so superficial
all along i tot those things were da supposedly rite thing 2 do
bt i neber knew i was doin it da wrong way
i tot i realli understood bt den i neber gt quite close 2 it
nw im like still into da 1st few pages of da bk n i oreadi feel like tt le
i tink aft finishin da bk i will devise a plan 2 change mi ways
it's sumthin i definitely hv 2 do
cux i wan 2 b able 2 stand firmly one day n b able 2 tell everyone tt i did gd n nt bad
i wan 2 b accountable 4 miself w/o ani regrets or guilt
in conclusion... I MUST CHANGE!!!!!
aniwae... todae i gt 2 noe sum things tt will or might change mi life
i hope it wld neber happen cux it wld b da worst thing 2 face
n esp 4 one of it... i dun tink i wld b able 2 handle or face it
i realli duno le
nw mi life's like takin a big turn
it was happiness n innocence b4 bt nw
things r gettin ugly n of cux nw saddness sets in le
i realli dun wan tis type of life
i wan 2 shut miself n nt hear anithin more abt it
bt den it's nt possible
cux wen da thing happens
i wld hv 2 step out n assume responsibilities tt i had neber tot of
i realli dun wan
i tink at tt time i might jux giv up ba
seriously... givin up sounds like a v v gd idea
bt den it means 2 leave all mi loved ones n things behind
it's like da worst thing 2 choose
so im keepin tis option as da last
i realli duno le
im so confused le
it's part n parcel of growin up??
i duno n i dun tink so
bt den wad 2 do... i still might hv 2 face it in da end
arx!!! i reali duno larx
i jux hope tt i get blessed wif everything nice like da disneyland itp n tt mi loved ones r all healthy n safe ba
i jux hope tt things wld work out soon n of cux in da gd n rite way
``Your name ; 11:53 PM
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